Sometimes, I don't know. But now, I'm filled with an odd sense of gratitude. Sometimes I want to say thank you because inside, there is this overwhelming feeling of happiness. And that's evident now. I won't lie, it wasn't easy getting here, but I'm glad I am. It makes me realize the harder I fall and the harder I try and try after every failure, the more aware I am of goodness this is a really really long run on haha.
Anyway, what I'm trying to say is, don't give up. On anything you aren't sure of. Because one of 2 really plain things can happen, you'll realize you have to try something else or that you're going the right way. And it's better to know even after the pain than it is to feel numb. So thanks to everyone who has given me any kind of chance. Really.
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